ayah

DAD,,

its been a week..
i really really miss you!

mum says u've been fine but i want you back here.

i wore your 'ermenegildo zegna' top to uni, eventho' its way too big for me

i learnt alot from my CAD classes..

and i got an 'A' for my hand drawing project

i started driving to uni by my self, eventho' i miss you driving me around..!

i carry a photo of us in my wallet

i even go to work by myself, I MISS YOU BIG TIME!

i try not to cry everytime i go to bed..

i miss you kissing me goodnight.

where have you been dad?

i want you back SOON.. i really do..

i got my new mac book pro, but i will be more happy if u were here..

I LOVE YOU zillion times.
i miss you.

you are the greatest out of all..
please, i need you!

lost and insecure

I found god. On the corner of first and Amistad. Where the west was all but won. All alone, smoking his last cigarette. I Said where you been, he said ask anything. Where were you?When everything was falling apart. All my days were spent by the telephone. It never rang. And all I needed was a call. That never came. To the corner of first and Amistad. Lost and insecure. You found me, you found me Lying on the floor Surrounded, surrounded. Whyd you have to wait?Where were you? Where were you?Just a little late. You found me, you found me.

In the end everyone ends up alone. Losing him, the only one whos ever known. Who I am, who Im not, who I want to be. No way to know how long he will be next to me. Lost and insecure.

Whyd you have to wait? Where were you, where were you?Just a little late. You found me, you found me

Early morning, City breaks. Ive been calling for years and years and years and years And you never left me no messages, You never send me no letters. You got some kind of nerve, taking all I want. Lost and insecure

Where were you where were you?Lost and insecureYou found me
Whyd you have to wait?Where were you, where were you?Just a little late
You found me, you found me
why'd you have to waitto find me, to find me

TEKNO.LOGI

HARI PERTAMA orientasi, gw udh d kasih tau bahwa gw bakal ada tugas "kinetic movement" yang bakal di kumpul tgl 27feb (jumat) which gw cuman punya waktu ngerjain 4hari, karna hari ke5nya itu pamerannya..!

pertama denger "kinetic movement" gw mikirnya,, hmm.. benda yg gerak2 gt (maav pkrn gw sedikit dangkal waktu itu makluum lah baru aja pertama duduk d bangku kuliah zzzz...) intinya BENDA GERAK..

tapi di tunjukin contoh dari tugas "kinetic movement" gw itu, gw langsung mata terbuka lebar (walaupun msh terlihat sipit,tp menurut gw udh lebar) dan mulut terbuka (kan takjub mode:on). pikiran gw bukan betapa WOWW nya contoh dari tugas yg akan gw buat itu.. tpi "anjingg,,gw bikin gemana? pake apaa??"

pertanyaan itu berulang terlintas di otak gw (kepala gw maksutnya) sharian itu (sbnernya sih sampe skg juga gw msh botak mikirnnya,tp mau gimana lg?)
kata sodara gw: "HEH?? bikin begituan? pake apaan nie? kamu mau mulung dulu cari barang2 begitu?"
selain itu,, ada juga temanya.. WARNA!!! **eng ingg eeeeng.. makin gubrak deh pkrn gw. ternayata barang yg gw pakai buat tugas itu GABOLEH TERSERAH.. tp harus yg warnanya di tentuin sama si guru itu. setiap orang di ksh kode warna beda! dan gw dapet pentone #608c.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FMad08Z5FZU

itu video adlh contoh dari tugas "kinetic movement" gw..
ayo tonton,, bantu gw mikir. hhehehe!

THE dream

salah satu doa gw udh terkabul

gw keterima INTERIOR ARCHITECTURE (Bachelor of Art) di Curtin University of Technology
mulai orientasi tanggal 16 - 20feb
kuliah tanggal 23feb
kebiasaan mulai sekolah jam9 skg udah brubah jd gini

kartu pelajar di dompetpun berubah dari yang ini

jadi gini

buku berubah dari inijadi tinggal satu buku iniWOHOOO =))
yay

things most guys dont know about..

1. I hate it, absolutely HATE IT when guys don't keep their promises.. It just throws me over the top- seriously!
2. I find it ATTRACTIVE when guys wear just a t-shirt and jeans and yet they happen to look awesome in it!
3. I go crazy when a guy smells good =)) *yum
   
4. I love it when guys hold my hand in public
5. I think your collection of porn is pathetic and immature
6. I love it when you make me laugh, but knowing that I CAN MAKE YOU LAUGH is the best feeling in the world
7. I HATE guys with bad hygiene. So put on that deodorant and clip those nails!
8. Please don't play video games while you're with me - its disturbing!
   
9. Of course, i think about you all the time. Even when im extremely upset with you, I STILL EXPECT YOU TO CALL
10. I really think guitarists are sexy
11. Anything you say or do with another girl that YOU DONT WANT ME TO KNOW ABOUT is considered CHEATING!
12. I HAVE CRIED OVER YOU a lot more than you think
13. I HATE guys who smell bad
14. When I cry, don't ask me to stop. I need to know you're there for me - hug me and let me cry all over your shoulder
    
15. I ABSOLUTELY hate players
16. STOP acting so smart!
    
17. SORRY! But I might leave you for 'Channing Tatum'
18. I like kisses on forehead
19. I remember everything! So dont try to act stupid ;p
20. DONT use kisses as an apology!! I still hate you afterwards
    

PLURK

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klik aja link di atas byar lbh gmpg =))

Jigong, this one's for you

Hey there Jigong
What's it like in indo?
I'm a thousand miles away
But boy, tonight you look so stunning
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there jigong
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice, it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Hey there jigong
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me, boy
Someday I'll pay the bills with this hardwork
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there jigong
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Jigong I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Jigong
You be good and don't you miss me
Four more years and i'll be done with university
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Jigong here's to you
This one's for you

funtime

hey love.. thankyou for the funtime

16 to 17

im now seventeen
thankyou for the night =)
21december 00:00

FED UP

seneng akhirnya ke jakarta juga.
2minggu dsini rasanya udh ga mau pulang perth lagi (dasar kota jahanam). 2minggu udah banyak ktemu temen keluarga dan mr.j

-senen 15/12 : main d rumah aja sama bila(cabut kuliah),rara,dita,anggun..
-slasa 16/12 : ice skating-karokean-makan mlm sama wafha,bila,rara,dika,keisha,dita
-rabu 17/12 : mejeng di citos b2an sama dita trs ktemu danray. belanjaa..
-kamis 18/12 : main di tebet siangnya, jam7 mlm nyalon di senci brg dita,ktemuan sama desita,trus brg desita dita ke menteng janjian sama marza(tmen2nya jg) jam8,makan mlm,nongkrong di starbucks smpe jam12an..
-jumat 19/12 : bareng wafha ke sarinah beli tiket traxkustik (acara radio - maliq,ran,cangcuters,naif di balai sarbini)
-sabtu 20/21 : sore jam5 nyalon sama dita di tebet,trus janjian sama audy di salon,dah gtu pergi bareng ke acara reunian SD di pisa kafe MENTENG! acaranya sls jam stngh11an, trus lgsg cabut ke starbucks PS bareng marza desita yoga garini sama si cadel sm mr.j
-minggu 21/12: jam 00:00 msh di dpan starbucks (di usir pas jam stngh12 krb maw tutup) JADI UMUR 17 bareng marza sama cadel sama mr.j juga.. di senayan duduk smbl makan nasigoreng ngroko ketawa2 sama main kartu. trs plg jam 1-2an,, malemnya makan mlm sm keluarga aja
-senin 22/12 : traktira ulang taun mkn mlm di secret receipe senci, sm dita audy desita dika keisha wafha aan marza dan cadel.. trs malemnya nongkrong di jco sm marza,cadel,dita sm mr.j smpe jam11an
-selasa 23/12: ke PS sama nyokap belanja siangnya, malemnya nonyon TRAXKUSTIK di balai sarbini sm wafha rara aan adenya aan.
-rabu 24/12 : ke grand indonesia bareng desita nyalon, trus ke pacific place ktemuan sama marza arlin yoga dimas marza, makan di pancious.. dari pacific place ke senci naik taksi (ber 7sama supirnya) bareng marza arlin yoga dimas desita mr.j nongkrong di starbucks smpe jam11an.
-kamis 25/12 : ke PIM sama nyokap babeh ade2 belanja LAGI..
-jumat 26/12 : ktemuan sama yoga marlene virly desita andri raina andini garini marza arlin dimas manda mr.j dll.. di PS jam 2 smpe jam 10 mlm (starbuks-mnm foto gossip, main bowling-gw sm dimas aja, sushi tei-makan foto2, foodcourt-nntn org mkn, starbucks lg-main kartu ngroko mnm). ktemu si akri juga bentar ngambil baju dr tito
-sabtu 27/12 : malem mingguan sama mr.j di setiabudi nonton makan ketawa2 gossip jungkirbalik dll
-minggu 28/12: SURABAYA